Wow.

If I had any notion before I had Taylor that my babies were good because I was a good parent- its gone. Taylor, as precious and beloved as she is, is very very difficult. I hope she reads this when she's older and laughs and understands that pay back is a you know what... not that I wish a screamer on her. I think having your toughest baby as your third is not good! I was so used to being able to cart my babies anywhere- feel comfortable leaving them with people- be extremely productive because they not only slept wonderfully- they went to sleep completely on their own. I am TRAPPED. My choices are: a. prisoner in own home or b. go somewhere and hear hysterical fit throwing the entire time. And even if I choose option a, chances are I will still hear some hysteria. The good thing about having my sweet Taylor as my third baby is I fully understand that this is a phase and it will pass. I do love her so much! She sleeps through the night so why am I complaining, right? I know there are worse babies out there I just had two little silent angel babies as my first two and now I got the girl with the attitude (she probably gets it from me).